Saza On The Rox

ok, it will work. it have to work. I need it to work. come on, you up there, you owe me a break, right!? I believe I've had my share of struggles through life, so please do this for me, please please please... This is all I ask for. It's my last way out, out of this idiocy! I need to let go, I just need a big final. you know. I want to have the last word. Cause it's the only right thing, it's not fair to leave it like it is, cause that means I'm the looser - I so not want to be a looser. like, SO not. Guess I have to confess that a part of me wishes to have it all back again, go back to the good old days.. but most of me understands that it isn't an option, we've gone past that now.. there's no way back. But? NO. Maybe if? NO, NO, NO. Better leave it to that, say no more I'll take my hurt feelings with me into the grave....