tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw....
dublin here we come :)
six lost maltesers and my dearest darlings from home. how will this end?
dublin u better not make us disappointed, the expectations are SKY HIGH.
bring it!!!
by the minute..
life appears to get more complicated by the minute. seriously, what's up with that?
there is such a big difference between people, between different ages and of course nationalities. Someone really smart said something like 'you're not older than u make yourself' and 'age is just a number'. but honestly - it's more than that. a lot more. for some people it so easy, but for me its dead hard. I cannot do it. I've tried, oh boy, have I tried. but the result is always the same, there is just too much lost on the way. all I've done and all I've learned - too much to ignore. but sometimes I think we'd do better as dandelion seeds - no family, no histiry, just floating off into the world - each our own piece off fluff.
no more words today...
fuckfuckfuckfuck
daaaamn.
im SUCH A BAD BAD BAD person.
oh boy. wanted bad. wanted sooo bad. could not. have to stay loyal. have to stay friends. new friend yes. but worship new friend very much. so keep hands off! didn't really keep hands off, no. but should have. really should have. damn damn damn. 's not okey, not okey. fuck fuck fuck fuck. damn it you - get it together, okey? FUCK.
